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a writer & love of beautiful and true things. // Joshua 1:9

Saturday, November 9, 2013

Ode from a Broken Heart

How long does it take for a broken heart to heal?
How long until I can see my heart has more to feel?
How long until your memory will disappear?
How long until this life seems to be real?
Again 
again 
Again
I wait and cry and hope
For something more than what I have
Cause all I have is myself and these memories

They dance on the ceiling--
Images of us , and of what we had
But you never wanted to dance with me.

time is not a friend of mine
and you are just a memory
haunting these walls with the kisses you stole
trampling on the dry grounds of my barren heart;
the white rose that once blossomed there
is crushed,
whithering,
and it seems that although my heart wants to grow
beyond the thorns that seep into my mind,
I am stuck
Like the memories of you fading in and out
In 
and 
out 
of 
time
..
.
...
This world seems like a blur
Before my eyes and beyond my ears
What is left is no trace of you here
And I want to break free
I want to believe in love again

I want to be free in love again

When?
Will time really heal the cuts that run so deep

I wish I could close my eyes and go to sleep