partly because it took a while to realize
I thought I still loved you
I thought I still needed you
I thought I still wanted you
But time helped me realize I was only lying to myself,
keeping myself from experiencing happiness again
And then it happened
We reconnected
Or so it seemed
because there was really no connection anymore..
Perhaps that is sad
Perhaps the past can still have a glimmer of beauty to it
Perhaps who you were when we first met will continue to live on in my memory
But it was today that I realized the past is
insurmountably
non-existent
And I am so relieved
I am ready to live again
Today
Every day
Every moment
In every beautiful, God-given way.
Thank you for letting me see--
I have always deserved better.
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